back to writing again. hmm today quite bored. wake up le nobody at home T.T then use computer until now. very bored wor. she went out with her friends well hope she can relax and go stress out bah. i guess i dun bother her le. i felt useless now. and my fear started to come back now. i dunno who to talk to. but only my best friend know about it. the fear of waiting for the answer . i have been rejected for 13 time from a same girl. now i had that feeling again. Well Thx to those who accompany me at least chat with me i very thankful but after all i still can't get over with i am sorry. i dunno what to said cause of the fear. later will be meeting my best friend for dinner hope he can help me get over with it bah. Why the time go so slow de haix