Hmm This few days hmm I guess My heart no longer is heavy le. just that my thoughts are too much le. Hmm Life is so stressful. My aim now Maintain my 4 Points And maybe play well in my basketball. i really lost my feel for basketball le haix. I dunno i Felt that i really went back to my old self tihow. Hmm whatever things i guess I am still me. nth has change me I am all the while i am. The cheerful,Playful,carefree Ti how. but I guess those words no longer important to be what i am now . my life still goes on No matter who i am. I guess Today i Really very weird Dunno why. Having lots of thoughts told my jie about it. she said it easy for 1 person to pick up but it took times for the person to put down. I Remember told some of my friend learn to pick up and put down easily. but i dun seem to do it i guess now i put down le bah. No longer think about her le. i just dun have my heart to do Anything i wanted to do. Now currently Playing basketball finding the way to get back my feeling. school reopen withing 3 to 4 days time. i guess for me to really fully recover i need about 7 days. memories sometime is hurtful but I felt that my memories is a torture for me. Recall back often make me laugh at myself for all the silly things i do. For me i Think Life is too realistic. everyone struggle for something to get it. U had to work then u have money. I wonder with this kind of thinking am i scare of living in this realistic world? maybe u guys read and read u might want give me some comments. I find it a suffering to continue living. haix About her i guess i Put down le but still got worried for her. scare this and that happen to her. (maybe think too much le bah) i guess i can understand abit of this sentence le. "YOu won't need to be with your love one, but see your love one happy u own self will be happy de." Read her blog just now i guess she happy bah. It motivate abit of my mood after reading what she post for today. Is that feeling let me understand Abit about this sentence. I guess everything i have to rely on myself. It a person mInd that make the decision of that person Life. I guess i wrote everything i have think about this fews days. Sorry i didn't said it out but i guess i type it out for u guys to read bah. Cause i dunno how to say to you All Psps. I guess i alright now after typing what i been thinking. Hmm i guess basketball is really a part of my life le.

I still Have alot of Learn
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