Seriously dunno what i thinking. 12 july is so near sigh. i guess celebrating it alone? i need accompany now but where is everyone? sigh all the while i was alone i guess. sigh i missing her. and also missing the time back. sigh why everything had to end just like this? starting to feel tired. she dun seem to be like last time i guess. sigh good things often end fast. how come bad thing often drag so long? Dunno what i will be doing when i wake up. i kinda down and i guess later will be worst. why i only can think about others more then myself. sigh hope everything turn out fine bah. If everything can start over again. that will be good. sigh kinda sleepy try to get some sleep. BYE