Talk about today bah,
Wake up at 745 change cloth then go school. MRT to school EMOING along the way. dun feel like going cause kinda tired and not feeling that good either. but still went, reach school saw some of my fren but i nv talk dun feel like talking to anyone. everyone seem to be like stranger to me. at class listen to teacher talk. like our class de walking dictionary then went down help take book. like guai kia like that. on the way teacher try to speak to me i guess. she tot because of loan shark then i like no mood today. reading the tech math. same as secondary school math. sigh rusty already dun seem to be remenbering any. around 11 that teacher that help me come teach our class. trying to listen what he talking today but still kinda blur i guess. maybe is without the book. somehow today dun seem to want study like that. sigh then teach 1 topic stop le. then he talk about a survey. that got applied to himself in real life. i learn abit and i think what he say is truth. feeling is something that we cannot control. but if we change the thinking slowly is will affect the feeling. Like from negative change to positive then ur feeling won't so negative. i dunno if i can but i indeed is very sad not through my thinking. sigh then around 12 went jp with april and mei. sry nv chat with u two dun feel like chating. Sing a little during bus but quite soft bah. then reach jp eat ljs then popular buy thing that needed for the jobsheet then off to home. reach home then went down buy drink. saw her teamamte say her wallet lost.wanted to take for her but nvm. trying to contact everyone in that school but none reply so nvm. den i sms her sis then she reply and the only 1 that she alway with bah. so tell her le then i go walk abit. around 315 went home use com until now.

To Dear
i just hope u can understand how i felt. seriously when u say about gan i shock dao. then i guess i down again. i dunno how to say to u how i felt but if can sometime what u speak can care abt tat feeling first? sigh nvm i guess i keep it to myself bah.