Today
wake up 815. change cloth brush teeth change bag to backpack then off to mrt. wen going bukit batok saw a couple his gf seating beside me but his bf have to stand cause no seat. i not sure why give my seat to him then stare into space. somehow remind me and her. School was fine today. nv talk much or smile much. Althought i smile actually i hiding my emotional. somehow my mei and jie know. hmmm school ended at 315 then reach home around 345. can't use cause brother today off. so planing to go run. went out of house at 415 then start to run around 5 i stop. went court shoot shoot play match. still haven got that form yet. but i lost that passion on playing. went gerald hse chat then went home. eat dinner use com Bath. Now writing and eating tibit.

words to my jie and mei. i know i quite alone in class but im fine sry to make u worry. just dun feel like talking. althought not the way i am in school last time but people do change bah. hope u accept the new me and nerdy me bah.

type it out bah i guess.
been thinking alot this few days. sigh sometime i also dunno what i doing. In class i kinda stare into space more then listen to teacher. sometime i break down on my own. can't smile it out or laugh it out. she ask me a question. a question that i just hope it won't happen. days without her really is torturing. somehow my mind only have her. saw couple also thinking of her. i really wonder how i gonna spend this sunday. sometime i think i am a weak guy. A guy who fall and very hard to stand again. sigh dunno what to write. maybe vent out le bah
somehow.