Today i guess not gonna be a good day.... dunno what to do i wonder where can i go today .... looking at my previous post.. about last year de ... just finish reading ... alot of thing has happen when i started my ite .... been through ups and down .... high and low .... sorrow and hatred .... happiness and sadness .... looking back to what i have done... i wonder had i learn something? or have i grow up? sometime i really wanted to do 1 thing seriously for just 1 time but i dun think i can .... cause i intend to give up easily ........ i see a different in me last year and this year ..... i guess as i grow old things in life has become so unusual to me. like i used to play game at home kinda no life huh ..... but now i found games for boring .... instead i feel like doing something else. working,badminton,basketball and lot of stuff (need money too) ..... maybe i grow up? i guess growing to adult just need some guiding to their road where they wanted to walk most...... what i really need is just a turning point .... i know what i doing and stuff but there is always no turning point for me .... thing happen quickly and swiftly ..... last year when i was in ITE i hope faster end ITE ... now coming to an end on ITE i realises i want it slowly end .... time flew fast a day can just pass like this without doing anything ... time will just tick and tick none stop ..... days to china is getting nearer and nearer .... will miss my friends, family and someone out there ........ (that someone is for me to know and for you readers to find out) i dunno how my trips to there will be like? i hasn't been enjoying my life since last year incident happen... it just change my thought and my life which i didn't really notice until yesterday .... too late to know and too late for everything .... read someone blog just too much rushed into my memory ... i guess that full for now huh .... i dunno why i wrote all this .... something just got that thinking to write out my feeling to somewhere and i nv did it ... but now i actually do it maybe due to i just bored,emo and stuff bah .... i guess that all for now maybe will post about what happen today ...