Hello,Its been a while since i post. Merry xmas to all(I know it late) Christmas just end in an blink of the eye. This year Xmas was bored, didnt plan anything so i just went bball :D Well this few days mood wasnt that good for me. Whenever it close to Xmas i will become quite moody. Been working quite alot but still just to avoid some of the thing. I may be look normal on the outside actually i always been hiding my feeling. Work is just an excuse for me. It took almost all of my time, a day just pass without me knowing. 2 more day and it been 1 year after my brother accident. I wonder how is he, i have yet to visit him since he left NUH. Whenever i visit him i cant help but drop tears. I wonder why a guy like him will become like this. Whenever i using computer i will think of him. Sigh Life is so unpredictable. I just hope he recover well.... Hate the feeling of losing someone so dear/Love to you... it just plainly 1 word SUCK~~